FairWriter

When does grace come? when we want it to come? When it is Suppose to come? When there are no other options? No, grace never leaves.

I don't want to give you my stupid drum. I don't think it is worth anything. It beats It hurts the skin. Jesus, something better than a drum better than a manger. I can't give you a drum, I must give you my heart.

Random ring, tossed to the sky. If you teache me, I will follow. If you lead me, I will follow. If you need Me, don't look anywhere else.

Michael, archangel, is she protected? "Israel, you need not fear for God knows nothing of divorce." Tamara, little girl, is Israel in need? "Israel, if I could save you, I would, but God knows nothing of death. Gabriel, sidekick, save the church from all her atrocities, for God knows nothing of division.

Bad Company: dirty, smelly, proud, hicks, smokers, and drinkers. Bad Company: short, slow, overwhelmed, nervous, weird. Bad Company: poor, annoying, talkative, hopeful. I am bad company.

Jesus, they said you had a demon. Jesus, they said you hung out with the wrong people. Jesus, they say you were the Bread of Life. Jesus, they say your thoughts are worth listening tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Who are they?

I laugh at the current realm. It seems far from Martin's dream. Ha Ha Ha, I laugh at this realm . I never lived then, but Langston Hughes did. Obligated to back him up and fight his battle. Harlem , I never touched you. Martin , never shook your hand. Lincoln, I am not your man. I am simply a girl trying to understand generations of war and peace.

On the floor , silent. Playing a game, I can't reach the net. That hoop is high above, almost to the clouds. But, I keep dreaming like my black brothers whom I never met when I believed your words:  "You aren't tall enough". Feb 21, 2011 9:08pm

All these children    alone All these children    reserved All these children     ready to move on from the brokenness and the loneliness. She is ugly She is creepy She is old She is an orphan at the age of thirty.

I love him. I love him. I love him. I don't want to love him. I don't want to love him. They don't want me to love him. They don't want me to love him. They give me drugs to kill the pain and rejection and then I hallucinate that he is with me. I am a broken record.

       it took some time to heal.               it took some time   to forgive.                      it took some time      to listen.                           it took some time                    to see. Sometimes we are together.

You hear my words and don't pay a dime. You criticize my charity tendencies. You read and you leave my fellow writers in the dark. Stealing our soul. I can't gain the whole world, so do continue please.

Paul, what about circumcision? Paul, what about snakes? Paul, what about generations? Paul, what about mistakes? Paul, what about persecution? Paul, who was Jesus and did he really come to save? Paul, what about mercy? Paul, what about judgement? Paul, what about you?

Who we are what we say who we are what we serve Who we are We Rarely Know: THE HOLY SPIRIT never opens his mouth.

I woke up Sunday morning, my dad and sister made pancakes for the family. My brother was impressed, my eldest sister wasn't home. I don't much like pancakes, I told my family. "They are too flat." "They are too circular." she stayed home The church couldn't help her. The hospital couldn't help her. The world couldn't help her. I passed on the pancakes, so I could help her. She was hungry.

Are you God? Yes Am I You? No Do you answer my questions in eternity? Maybe

Christ, are you ready to let me go? Christ, do you stil seek me like when I was a child? Christ, are you still near when I am far away. When the flames come closer. When the night cools the breeze. Christ, will you save me or would it be better to save Yourself from me?

Shy na? Shy na? R u china you Chinese or Japanese are you a bomb or are you a new birth. Is that dangerous to talk about it? I don't mean to be scared but my parents were... Shy na? Are you shy na? Om or Oh no!

Thirst

I am an easy writer. I am on my couch, falling in love with keys. But, behind every good computer is a good creator. So I run from all the technology to find a slave... I seek paper. However, those trees lose their leaves when winter comes. SO I RETURN. I look for solace in the face of my dad. But, again my mother felt the back of his hand. So, I run to paper to bring him to court. But, that gavel is also made of wood.

Who? They put an EYE on me. What, they put an EYE on me? Where they put an EYE on me. When they put a EYE on me. Why do i still have two eyes? How did they put an EYE on you?

Poe you were remembered for yur dark, eccentric. Emily, you were remembered for those things they didn't see or remember Shakespeare, you were remembered (needd I say more) Elliot, never read your stuff and forgot your first name. Tamara, Tammy, Tam Tam, Tomorrow Will you remembermy true Name.

Who do you belong to RANDOM Who do you go to RANDOM What will happen next SOMETHING What will take me where I want to go RANDOM Who do I belong to RANDOM he's greater

A Doll She is fine when she works But I don’t much care for her when she doesn’t Bend or break. But, I am a doll myself A Barbie Doll Ken . So who was the manufacturer and HIS or her work?

This list of life is long and personal. It is sacred and insightful. It inspires and it challenges. It is important and necessary. It is wanting the best and seeking the pure. Now I realize my words are shortened and quick: less pensive and detailed. I care for those who need the truth, but fear they will mishandle it. Blackout or no black out?

How do I decide, if the meds... How do i decide, if the medication... Love is here, if the meds... love is here, if the medication... Perfect is here, if the meds... perfect is there, if the medications told me to.

When we wait we lose when we sing we lose when we eat we eat.

Intimidation In the end In the beginning In the process of becoming a writer. In the time Inspiration.