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Beyond Close

Dear Lover,
You love is beyond me.
You rest at my shoulder, and I don't even feel Your breath,
or know You are obsessed with me.
My guilt swallows me, while You redeem me.
My anger is lessened by Your grace and mercy.
Your love is a mystery.
It arcs like a flash of lightening - threatening and yet familiar.
Dear Lover,
Your love is beyond me.

closer than a brother
sweeter than a sister
More like a deity.

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